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not my type though, to be emo.
so stressed with all these problems i mention above.
how how how =_=
Labels: my emo-ism
shattered at
6:03 PM
6:03 PM
Yesterday, 24/January.
we celebrated Jefferery's Birthday ^^weeee
this are the picture of the cake we bought
nice huh?
- Yuu want a piece, piece of me?? -
- He really want a piece of me !! -
Hohoho.
we went to pavillion XD
dont know why, i still don't like pavillion XDXD
okie ler.
tired.. bye bye
kaoru
shattered at
3:10 AM
3:10 AM
I too fucking bored.
and i too fucking tired of this and also I'M FUCKING GIVING UP
EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING.
I GONNA STOP EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Can't catch up, can't cope up and also can't do it !!
i cant do this anymore !!
shattered at
9:18 PM
9:18 PM
Approximately 5 years ago.
I've been playing one game called, Ragnarok Online for a period of 2 years in the official server.
That is where i met most of my friends.
Join in a party together.
Join in a guild together.
I had a lot fun in there, not because the game.
is because i've been there made a lot friends.
But now all almost lost in contact.
Like, Felix, haha. I forgot how we met in the game.
but we've been partying quite sometime.
I still remember each and everyone.
There's this girl, teach me how to be a mage.
Then a guy, became my kai kor. His name is.. umm.. dunno adi.
then Felix, now dunno where is he adi ^^
then a little thief call min^11. LOL
and her sister, who i helped her to be priest. Since i'm the one who's level higher !!
Let her leech.
Then my laopo. She sold off everything in her inventory...
just to earn 140k for me. Just because i say, Xmas hat is cute. i wish i could wear it.
because i played a priest.
the guilds demand for priest is quite high for the time.
many guilds pulled me.
i let my priest join felix's group, and my wizzie join au yongs.
but in the end, i pull my priest alone out of them.
If anyone met me before in RO, i'm SyuiN .
Quite popular la me XD
always stay at town, or pyramid's entrance to heal other ppl.
lol, i remember everyone see me sure, "heal please !!" or "ab please!"
Then, nowadays whenever i listen to the bgm of the game.
my heart strikes with pain. of old memories when i always play till morning
cuz to avoid lagness ahha. but there are some ppl will stay with me till morning.
ahh !! have to go skul for exam.. okay okay i'll upload new bgms here.. haha
RO themed.
okie bye bye
kaoru
shattered at
7:22 AM
7:22 AM
Yaaaaaawn~
Now is 7.15AM~
wah. First time i wake so early for this year 2008.
Later going to skul to read read biology 4. As it is the last paper too ^^
Yay !!!
I'm so fucking happy !!
But please, may god bless me and my poor soul.
At least let me get Credit or Pass.
Or else Penguin will choke slam me.
Imagine she's doing the Rock style. haha !!.
Just kidding,
i Dont think Penguin care much bout me hahahahaha.
*scratch scratch*
OUCH~ i scratched my scar. it's bleeeding.
oooo
kakaka. too bored in the morning.
see yuu byebye
kaoru
shattered at
7:14 AM
7:14 AM
although i reside in malaysia,
i don't feel myself having the so-called "LOVE" or "Patriotism" towards my own country.
All of yuu might think something like this,
a) Oh Yuu're a bastard !! Malaysia is a nice place !!b) Oh yeah !! yuu're right, i hate it too.
c) F**K off.
d) Dont like malaysia then go hang yurself !!
e) and so on and so on
ya ya ya !!
i really cannot tahan already.
yuu noe why??CUZ I'M READING MALAYSIAN STUDIES.
*and i noticed, in history, malays gave a lot funny objections to good ideas, and being the pain-in-the-ass.*
ahem ahem.
i'm not racist. not being racist..
and no racism. ahem ahem.
back to the title.
okok, from malaysian studies.
why laahh the history of malaysia so f**king complicated.
what what 44 article, what 67 what 69 =_=
then what what union, what federation. what MPAJA =_=
i noe i noe, is i stupid only that i dunno them.
OKAY, not about studies,
lets talk bout the current politics.
of all the plces, i keep hearing...
why malaysia's financial so baad.
Price keep raising, and salary is the same.
For example,
This fella earn RM10 per month,
this thing, A, 10 years ago is RM8.
now his salary this year increased to RM15 ^^ is a good thing right?
but the item A, also increase to... :D RM16. How can i afford !!
craps,
before this, they caused a havoc =_=
saying petrol will increase price when the clock strikes 12 midnight on the New Year eve.
wtf? Now still gonna increase, right after the election laaaa
FK yuuu !!
*i still prefer japan in ANYWAYS... although the living cost is higher*
kaoru
ANYONE AGREESS??
or i syok sendiri only
shattered at
1:13 PM
1:13 PM
LAME !! Title with Umbrella punya eh eh eh =_=
Last week, this week and next week, is my exams !!
Today, Now de me is doing exercise from C3 =_=
and for an unknown reason why i get the inspiration to blog now =_=
in the middle of solving a question on ...
Differentiate...
x = sec² y + tan y
lol
Long Live Cute Ppls !! *me me me*
OMG ~ yuu damn disgusting lah yuu !! *yuu must be thinking this*
the inspiration to blog is ah moo jie lo
suddenly i saw her nickname ada blog address mai read lo.
she wrote most of her daily stuff ^^
which is nice to read.
what i did today...
i woke at 12, like always..
although huihui tried to wake me at 10.
then mai slowly crawl to my comp and start banging my keyboards just to send
a bunch of message out.
at around 2.30,
i dragged ang tot of going TS to cut hair geh,
but before going TS, i must head to skul to pay and register something.
which took me 30 minutes oh my god.
run from Block A to Block C then back to Block A.
after that,
only decided
"oh ang, i dont think i want cut hair. lets go lunch !! where to?"
"at leisure mall lo"
okok, went to GC tot he wan cut hair.. then ah kit not there =_=
wasted my time.
then went eat lunch at the little shop apposite fireworks..
eat full full ler..
i drive him home and i balik loo.. then read a while, wander a while at home.
then only go hiphop yay !!
at class, omg,
a lot stuff.. iiya, to be precise is i gotten rusty.
i seem to be cant catch up to the others. wuwu
should i stop?
i dont wnat to drag the class slow down lo ><
haiz~
then back home..
eat full full XD AGAIN !!
then start study
stupid me
suppose start at 10 !! chat chat chat end up start at 12.
now already 1 still doing my maths XDXD
good night !!
kaoru
shattered at
12:50 AM
12:50 AM
haro !!
i'm baack
hehe.
time flies.
i already listened to japanese songs for almost 8 years jor.
haha. i started listen to jap songs at the age of 10 !!
when i'm in standard 5 haha.
there are some songs that i listen for the first time then i cried.
lolx. to emotional.
songs that i love most and successfully made me cried is..
ayumi's memorial address.
dunno why, that song gimme the sadness till tears flow out XD
japan/japanese really gave me big impact to my life.
it totally changed my life haha.
from someone who hated other language into japanese language lover.
and someone who hated to eat fresh meats to fresh salmon meat lover.
i think some of yuu might ask.
why don't like korean?
dunno~
XD
enough crap for today.
tata
good night XD
"ayumi latest song, [Untitled ~ for her]
a very sad song, which she dedicate this song for her fren which is close to her.
Natsuki !!
may yuu rest in peace.
and i'm freaking sad that ayumi's left ear are complete deaf.
i still love yuu ayumi !!
shattered at
1:06 AM
1:06 AM
