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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

OMG !!
I'm exposed !! to the Adult World !! yay !!

I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !!
I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !! I'm an Adult !!

although this year..
i gained many new wonderful friends :D
such as.. People from A class...
Huihui, Wai Hoong.. XD
From my own class.. Kit Yee, Jeleine, Pow Pow, Jefferery,
Kar mun*ex class mate now in A group*

it's the greatest year i gone through :D
very happy !!
want to say, Thank yuu friends.. :D for giving me wonderful time in college :D

But,
this same year too.
i lost a friend :D which i said in the previous post :D
that's the only lost i think in this year :D

This year too i got closer to my family. More interaction XD
although not much, but i can feel it XD
happy for me !!

okay okay,
now is 12.45am 30/10/2007

I'm recording the seconds and minutes that had passed since 12 am.

I received calls,
sms-es,
comments in friendster,
and also msges in msn !!

thank yuu ppl !!

Have to thank :-

Jia mei - as she's the first one exactly at 12 called me.
Amanda - she's the best !! she never missed any year to wish me !! this year she gave me
present. I wondering what's in it :D
HuiHui - ah jie jie :D thank yuu XD
Alex - thanks man yuu never forget my bday !!
Sook Peng - mwahaha although is the first time but thanks too :D
Kit Yee - thank yuu for calling me neko chan.. uhh.. thats not the point XD
Jeleine - yay !! i'm older than yuu 1 year AGAIN !! XD thanks too
Wai Hoong - XD haha unexpected XD
Joshi XD - yeah ! my best korkor XD
Kenjin - although, i don't know him that really close.. but he noes !! thank yuu !!


and many more..
million thanks can't represent my feelings and thoughts


my cousin said !! after my bday, she'll bring me go clubbing !!
ah lei !! yuu don't forget !! hehe..

zomfgwtfbbqsaucemcdkfc

i'm actually going to club !!
haha, just wanna noe how it feels like going to club XD

i'm an adult now !!
must act like an adult !!
must throw away those childish thinkings and actions XD
Good bye Children world !!
i'm leaving for adult !!
good night. :D


the very happy
kaoru

shattered at
12:39 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

damn .
thanks to this phone..
i lost a friend in the past.

that friend called me,
but i didnt know. then no miss call record.
i explained, but he don't believe me. and then we just part our ways.

Today !
the damned phone, repeat the same thing.
this time, is NOT calls.
Worse, is SMSes

Ta ma de,
Guang tong msged me last night at 12.
then NEVER appear in my phone. until i felt something wrong with my phone..
i restarted it.
then damn.
more than 16 SMSes appeared all at once.

i kinda of like.. explained..
but it sounds unbelievable.

Now i think back,
no wonder ah moo said
"i sent yuu msg already. never see meh?"
and no wonder kit yee never reply me.

now only i know.. all never appaered.. until i restart.
curses.. i already lost one. now this time i might lose 2 friend..
haiz wuwu

die



绝笔,
kaoru the dead

shattered at
2:23 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007


- is this too much for yuu? to me not really :D-





Look at the Picture above Carefully and Concentrate 100%.
Then answers the questions below :-






1. Is She Pretty?
- damn pretty xD





2. Do You Know Who is She?
- Yeap, Leah Dizon XD Nice NAME :D



3. What You and Her Have in Similar?
- Both of us Love utada hikaru XD






mwahahaha XD
I guess everyone saw this picture in my MSN display for quite some time.
Now only i introduce her to yuu all xD


Leah Dizon.
She is almost like a cross between Philipino, Chinese and French :D
She loves utada and actually TALKED to Utada before XD
kyaaaa ~!!
i oso want xD






kaoru

shattered at
4:06 PM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Yes, I'm still hunting for it.
Guess what is it?

No yuu're wrong.
I'm hunting for leather shoes now :D
Still haven't found anyone who can lend me for the Prom Night.
I'm definitely NOT buying it as I RAREly, SELDOMLY wear leather shoes..
Sigh, who can help me !!


Besides this Leather Shoes THING~
there is one more thing.
NO~ is two.
that is..

i) 2 Syringe with sharp needle point to inject :D
ii) Hydrogen Peroxide, H2O2

i'm needing this two material.
to Success my GLOWING tomato. XD
not my idea but, i MUST try it to scare my mom :D


I heard that H2O2 can be found in pharmacy store as it is used as basic disinfect.
some say it is hair bleach solution. No idea. =_=

I went to pharmacy this afternoon:D
i asked for 2 Sharp needle point syringe..
the lady stares at me... with weird eyesight.
i guess she must misjudged me.

Based on her looks,
she might think.

a) I'm a Drug addict.
b) I'm trying to do illegal medical things =_=
c) I'm a maniac.

She said, not MUCH ppl buy empty syringe..without the medicine =_=
do these things come in package??



kaoru

shattered at
10:37 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

WHYY!!!
ishhhhhhhhhh
=_=
wasted my
TIME
EFFORT
and also my SPIRIT
went all the way to Mid Valley to buy that Kingdom Heart Jigsaw Puzzle,
NO MORE STOCK????
omg !!
"aww, last one sold already. i can't help it though. you should've bought that time yuu came yuu noe? Huh? not enough money that time? yuu can place deposit here first though..." said the salesgirl.

=_=
i want 1000 PIECE!! not 300 PIECE..
she keep on asking me to buy 300 PIECE FIRST!! then when stock comes again, I BUY THE 1000 PIECE again !! =___=
what is the use i buy 2 same picture just the matter of size?? =___=
brain... use yur brainnnnn


why hah,
why everyone so busy?
tung ask go out yam char :D
all say no~

not only that..
i send out sms =_=
get back reply like "no"
then another one.. i'm on phone !!
=______________=
everyone so busy bahh ... time had changed.. kononnya..



kaoru

shattered at
10:05 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Okok, see my title today.
KANSAI BEN ADDICT.
i'm gonna write in bilingual :D japanese and ENGLISH XD for this post


nihongo BANZAI~!!
Japanese Language BANZAI~!!
Teppei wa kansai ben de shaberu kara !! kansai ben ni suki ni natta ze !!
Because Teppei speaks kansai dialect !! so i fallen in love with kansai dialect !!
Jibun no kiroku ga kowasareta :D jibun de
i break my own record by myself :D
hitori wo suki no wa mou isshuukan sugimashita !!
like one person already more than 1 week XD

soitsu wa Teppei su yo!!
that is Teppei !!


ne, hitotsu koto chotto ki ni suru.
one thing realy bothers me.
FRIENDSTER de, tomodachi ga ooku areba, dou naru?
at FRIENDSTER yuu have lotsa friends then how?
okane ga moraeru?
can yuu get money?
aa mo, betsu no tokoro de yuumei ni nare ya =_=
ahh, go somewhere else to be popular ba =_=

douka doko de mo..
"nande kyou wa dare mo watashi no profile ni miru toka, ADD suru toka shinai yo~" tte kiiteru
somehow, anywhere oso hear something like "why today no one view my profile or add me"
=__= tsumaranai hanashi da
boring stuff =_=

ahh mou~
doushite watashi ga konna ni ki ni shita kai =_=
wahh, why i get so irritated..
maa ii ka.. ne ni iku wa.
suan le, i go sleep

oyasumi BLOG~~
good NIGHT BLOG~~



kaoru

shattered at
6:15 PM

Monday, October 8, 2007

Somehow,
outside is raining. There is no lightning or thunder.
i stare outside.. i feel, relaxed and kinda nostalgic.
i sat there.. watching each drop on the floor..
it feels so nice XD

Just now,
when i woke, i went to school to pay for the ticket for the prom night.
on this coming 27th Oct.
tonight might be going jusco to buy the stuff since my mom is going too :D
i can save my wallet tonight if i follow !!
but..
i promised my cousin that i'll fetch her from work to mid valley and watch movie together.
how..?
what should i do !!
go jusco
or proceed like promised?

Currently i need :-
a) a pair of leather shoes.. *who can lend me?*
b) a coat, or i might buy a vest :D
c) a tie, i must get it back from ah moo jie !! XD


Amazingly,
i don't know how i found out this movie
[ Lovely Complex ]
the lead actor is Koike Teppei.
OMFG~ he's darn cute :D
just hearing he speak those CUTE japanese slangs~ it makes me melt like a butter :D

the movie is nice, i'll rate it 8/10
due to the lead actress, i minus one.
she's not that pretty :D
and another minus mark is..
why wentz is NOT in?
he is THERE as damn minor role =_=
cheerleader when i don't even notice him until i read it somewhere in the net !!

SEE how cute teppei is :D


-he's not cool :D but cute-

-arhhh!! i'm meltingss too much cuteness-

-he's special :D-

-he is also a hair model if i' not wrong XD i just love his hair !! -
his songs,
is quite nice actually.
but his vocal is kinda bad. :D like duck's quacking
but i still love it XD
tonight must finish studying chemistry and biology !!
tomolo there's a test on both subject !!
why must the lecturer gif us test on tomorrow. ><
my brains not good !! damn yuu brain !!
I love my chibi ちび :D
- quote from Koizumi Risa's banner in the show XD
kaoru neko

shattered at
3:24 PM

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Okays,
it is now... 1.32 am.

and i'm pissed off.
by who? guess.

my cousin.
we played dota.
so he pushed me to scourge..
ah lei sat beside me and she's in sentinel.

fighting halfway,
he tried gangbang and backstab me from behind of course.
i NOTICED he's there i teleport away.
then i heard something like accusing me peek at ah lei's computer
wafak, so unhappy..

that is why, i hate chatting with small kids.
immature pathetic kids~

pifx ><
FUCK OFF~~~ =__________=


kaoru,
the pissed off kaoru today

shattered at
1:32 AM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

I want to go genting with friends !!
i want overnight at there with FRIENDS~!!
i want do things with friends !!

sians =_=
plan nxt year go Redang. !! yay
but dunno success or not..

all i want to say is..
I
I
I
I
I
I

I WANT TO GO GENTING !!!!!!!!!


kaoru

shattered at
2:28 AM